Every man
feels the boy
in a father's
shadow.
struck by desire
I fell
at its mercy,
feeling
none.
Where
have
I been
all
my
life?
I consent
to not be loved.
I consent
not to be loved.
I consent
not to belovèd.
I consent
not to love
love
not.
light
or
the
Light
is
not
always
visible
The
in-
tel-
lec-
tu-
al
prop-
er-
ty —
of
self-
I'm-
por-
tance